This is a post I did ten years ago, but I was reminded of it this morning when I heard the unmistakable DEE-di-di-di-di of a merlin in our nearby wooded area.
Warning: This is from a sad but true story that happened in my own yard back then (ten years ago).
The songbirds always let it be known when there’s a killer in their midst, be it a cat, a raccoon, a hawk, or a crow. Today, it seems that every bird in my little acre was shrieking with alarm — not just the usual robin whose nest was threatened, but the chickadees, nuthatches, and many others as well. When all the birds sing happy songs, it’s background music, but when they sound like several fire alarms going off, something is wrong. I went out onto the deck to have a look.
In the tall firs next to the house, many songbirds were divebombing a predator who sat and watched from her perch on a dead broken branch. I ran back into the house for my camera. The merlin (a small falcon) didn’t seem to care about me being there. She was either a juvenile or brazen or both. However it was, she allowed me to take many pictures, even posing a bit.
She ruffled her feathers, being Mrs. Cool. I’m not afraid of you!
The songbirds set up the alarm in the whole mini forest around my yard. A chickadee and a nuthatch, both tiny birds who are often chosen by the falcons as appetizers, bravely sat on the branch directly behind the merlin, scolding her.
The merlin merely gave them a look that said, “Who? Me?”
Then she looked down at the ground to see if her lunch was still there. I suspected she had done something because she had blood on her hands … er … beak.
“Yes, it was me,” she said. “I’m not proud of myself.”
She shrugged her shoulders. “It’s just lunch.”
My little puppy, Emma, found the falcon’s intended lunch, lying on the ground below the tree. A juvenile red-shafted northern flicker, one of my favourite birds in this area.
I was choked. I don’t want to hear another person say a word about “Mother Nature.” There is nothing “motherly” about nature. As beautiful as nature is, it is also very cruel when we apply our human values to it. But that’s how it has to be.
And I do think the falcon was sorry.
I waved my arms but the falcon didn’t want to fly away. It was only when I opened the big patio umbrella that she flew off. The songbirds settled down and silence hung in the air.
When I picked up the flicker, a single tail feather fell to the ground and as I walked away, I heard one lonely bird calling. It had to be the mother giving one last quavery call to say an anguished goodbye to her baby.
My apologies that the story is so sad, but life can be like that sometimes.






May 1, 2024 at 12:17 pm
Sometimes the sad moments are there to contrast with noisy lives, calling us to enjoy the beauty of what we have right now. Thanks for the pics and your descriptions. Quite a reflection, Anneli…
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May 1, 2024 at 12:25 pm
Thanks, Grant. I was upset about the flicker, but fascinated by the merlin. Mostly I was in awe of the bravery of the tiny songbirds who went so close to the merlin to try to get him to leave. They were within a foot or two of him (or maybe it was a “her.”)
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May 1, 2024 at 12:24 pm
Wow. How intense.
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May 1, 2024 at 12:26 pm
It was. That’s a good word for it, Cindy. I was in awe and upset all at the same time.
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May 1, 2024 at 12:35 pm
This is such a sad story but the pictures are so very beautiful! Mother Nature can be so very cruel, I could cry.
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May 1, 2024 at 12:49 pm
It’s a good thing we don’t see a lot of what goes on in “nature.”
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May 1, 2024 at 1:13 pm
This is a sad story but like you say, Anneli, this is how it must be. The term Mother Nature is one I’ve never really liked. That said, your photos of the Falcon are beautiful!
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May 1, 2024 at 9:51 pm
Thanks for reading, John.
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May 2, 2024 at 8:19 am
You’re welcome, Anneli. 😊
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May 1, 2024 at 2:39 pm
Wouldn’t it be nice if we (meaning all of us living in this natural world) didn’t have to kill to eat? I read something the other day that plants feel pain. Not sure if I believe it (since I’m not a plant and can’t know), but even vegetables and fruits lose their lives for our nutrition.
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May 1, 2024 at 9:53 pm
I love gardening and I have often wondered about that when I see a plant that wilts and dies – and yet, I’m such a brute when it comes to weeds. I have no sympathy at all for them and can yank them out without a thought. I feel like a plantopath on the loose.
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May 1, 2024 at 2:52 pm
It is indeed a sad story of nature Anneli. We have Merlin falcons in our area and mostly we see them harrying the crows and we are happy for that. Last year, they raided a crow nest behind us and dined on the young hatchlings. We almost felt sorry for the crows, as they wailed and cried about their loss. Minutes later, the breeding pair of crows flew down into a tree in the yard next to us and started a new family, if you know what I mean. I do feel sorrow for the Northern flicker, but not the crows. Thanks for sharing. Allan
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May 1, 2024 at 9:54 pm
I feel exactly the same as you. I would be quite happy in a world without crows.
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May 2, 2024 at 5:19 am
Agreed. I have to keep chasing them away from a blue jay nest in the tree in my back yard. The crows are not so innocent. Neither are the blue jays who pick on the sparrows. A definite pecking order, one would say. Cheers.
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May 2, 2024 at 2:33 pm
The jays are of the same family so it’s no wonder they are also nest robbers.
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May 1, 2024 at 3:13 pm
They’re all beautiful birds! Nature can be harsh though.
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May 1, 2024 at 9:54 pm
It’s always such a rude awakening when you see things like this.
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May 1, 2024 at 3:32 pm
It is a sad story but also a mystical one considering the lone feather and the mother giving a quavery good-bye call to her baby. Your story, Anneli, really touched my soul.
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May 1, 2024 at 9:55 pm
Every word is true, right down to the feather and the mother’s cry. I went into the house all weepy myself.
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May 1, 2024 at 3:41 pm
Such a heartrending story, Anneli. Nature is indeed cruel; survival of the fittest rules. It‘s all very cut and dried.
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May 1, 2024 at 9:56 pm
Nature is such a paradox. Beautiful, yet harsh.
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May 1, 2024 at 10:50 pm
No question of that.
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May 1, 2024 at 4:30 pm
I still remember the day I discovered our shrikes will take baby birds as well as beetles or lizards. I’ve had a hawk of some sort hanging around, and every morning, if it decides to come in and check out the bird feeders — such a racket the other creatures put up. It’s not just birds, either. Even the squirrels realize they’ll be better off if the hawk orders up breakfast elsewhere!
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May 1, 2024 at 9:58 pm
Oh dear! I hope my squirrels are smart enough to be careful of them.
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May 1, 2024 at 5:09 pm
That is heart-breaking, but life in the natural world. At least, they kill for a good reason (food).
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May 1, 2024 at 10:00 pm
Yes, and I don’t want to give up beef or chicken so I can’t complain about the merlin taking what he needs. I just wish animals didn’t have to die to provide food for others. If we could just plant some beef in the garden….
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May 1, 2024 at 9:39 pm
Oh, how sad! I wouldn’t want that to happen to any birds in my backyard. I had seen eggs get stolen from the nests in my garden and I was sad for the finches or mourning doves. In one of the cases, I suspected the squirrel was guilty.
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May 1, 2024 at 10:02 pm
Yes, the squirrels will take eggs if they can. I saw one of our squirrels try to get into a birdhouse and the mother bird, who was in the birdhouse, pecked him in the nose and that was the end of his bird killing attempt.
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May 2, 2024 at 12:27 pm
I’m observing the creatures in my new backyard, and hope to find a good spot for a birdhouse.
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May 2, 2024 at 4:52 am
Dear Anneli
nature is eating and getting eaten. It mostly those people living in the cities idealising nature and seeing it like Beatrix Potter’s world.
All the best
The Fab Four of Cley
🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
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May 2, 2024 at 2:32 pm
I would prefer that fantasy world, but I know it’s impossible.
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May 2, 2024 at 5:19 pm
That’s sad, but it’s the way of nature. Sigh!
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May 2, 2024 at 6:02 pm
Such a poignant story, Anneli. Nature is both beautiful and heartbreaking.
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May 3, 2024 at 9:57 am
Gorgeous photos and poignant story.
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May 3, 2024 at 11:49 am
Thanks a lot, Brad.
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May 3, 2024 at 5:01 pm
This story is so bitter-sweet. One thing dies so another can live; it’s the way, but it still feels so sad. Incredible photos. Thank you for sharing. Linda xox
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May 3, 2024 at 8:11 pm
Thanks, Linda. Nature is beautiful and cruel at the same time. Sometimes it’s hard to get my head around it.
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May 3, 2024 at 9:01 pm
🥰
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May 4, 2024 at 5:42 pm
A sad story, Anneli. Nature can be cruel, I agree, but the human animal is the cruelest of all. At least the little falcon kills for food. 😦 :-( Your photos and observations of the birds and animals around your yard are touching and beautiful.
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May 4, 2024 at 8:16 pm
Thank you, Diana. I agree with you about humans.
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May 5, 2024 at 5:27 pm
What a sad story, Anneli, and it all happened right before your eyes. I’d get weepy too. But your photos are incredible. Nature can be cruel, so true, but I think humans are the worst.
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May 5, 2024 at 7:36 pm
Yes, for sure, Lauren.
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May 6, 2024 at 5:45 am
But this is real life and what is real in nature. What a gorgeous Merlin. I don’t think I’ve ever seen one, but we have hawks – a lot of them – in our area and I hear the birds call each other in warning all the time. I’m always amazed when I see two or three or four small birds attack a hawk up in the air Trying to get it away from their nest.
I’m trying to figure out why the Merlin did not eat that little bird it killed? Or were parts of it gone that we can’t see?
Such excellent photograph!
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May 6, 2024 at 8:01 am
I wondered that myself. The flicker was on the ground and the merlin was up in the tree being harassed by several small songbirds (incredibly brave ones, I thought). Maybe something bigger scared the merlin off the flicker (like the mother flicker who was still nearby). Maybe it was a juvenile merlin. Lots of “maybe”s but one thing is for sure. The young flicker had just been killed. No maybe there. Thanks for visiting, Pam. Always nice to see you here.
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May 7, 2024 at 11:44 am
Without reading this I can’t be sure if I already read it ten years ago or not, but thank you for the “trigger warning.” I can’t do sad today. XO
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May 7, 2024 at 3:08 pm
That’s no problem. Best to be forewarned though.
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May 7, 2024 at 4:30 pm
It sure is. Thank you.
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May 8, 2024 at 2:21 pm
Amazing photos, Anneli . . . even if the story is sad.
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May 8, 2024 at 2:43 pm
Thanks, Mark. Life is like that sometimes.
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